good things never last they say. Like, “the world has no banquet that never ends.”
the pure white snow will turn into rain.
the blossomed flower will wither.
–>> why am I not embracing the snow and admiring the blossomed flower, instead, I am crying over the rain that will come and wash away the withered leaves.
negativity. when it sets in, its hard to kick it out.
And Life has shown no mercy, it can tear my soul apart, it can make me feel like i’ve gone crazy but i’ve not. If only I could control my mind better and not be so paranoid and scared. It’s so scary that it seems i’ve no control of my own life, my own health. I dont want Life to rule my life.
I’ve came to a point, I’ve to forcefully induce positivity in myself.
It’s like nthg is confirmed, but I’m feeling so scared for nothing and its really scary. yet I cannot kick off that thought.
Am I going crazy? I am incoherent. Why am I being so pessimistic?
