The scorns through the walk.

I know I’m willing to wait for long for the one I love,

I know I cant delude myself into loving the one who loves me,

I’m not heartless, yet I’m the one who could hurt you most,

Stop being serious and forget about me.

Although I know love require fate,

I just cant leave the one I love.

And I just cant let you go because I’m seriously in love with you.

I cant stop questioning, why the truest heart can never meet the right one?

But I’d hold you in my heart until it turns cold.

The one who loves me never gives up bearing all humiliation,

Yet I’m hurt inside out by the one I love.

It seems like love can never be requited.

The one who loves me is willing to give up everything,

But the one I love leaves so space for me.

To love and be loved are both suffering,

Why is it that I just cant reject all of it, instead, I’m indulging in all of these. 

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Still guessing?

The one I love                                    VS                       The one who loves me

Signed off,

Lame sasimi

we sitting under the same stars, staring at the same moon.

but we’re so far apart.

I miss you dearly.

Come back to me soon, love.

dearest wasabii,

you’re be in Hongkong in less than 24hours. I hope you’d miss me alot in taiwan, but dont forget to have fun and buy things for me to eat from taiwan.

I’d be in singapore, cryins and doing my dreadful marketing project all on my own.

I’m look into sthg positive in your absence, I’m looking at how we can experience this leave positively, to prepare ourselves for a bigger obstacle. I’m looking at how we can finally realise the importance of each other, as the saying goes, “abscence makes the heart grow fonder.”

 Baby tian, I’d miss you terribly. But I’d try my best to be a happy girl.

seriously, I cannot imagine life without you for 1 week when we meet almost every day?!

hais.

signoff,

devastated sasimi

baby wasabii will be going over to taiwan this saturday and be away for 1 weeeeeek. cryss!

I’m all alone in Singapore, no love, no body to care for me, no one to whine to.

 BABY TIAN!! I WANT TO GO WEE YOU!!

sobs sobs sobs… :’( *tears dripping*

anw, I’ve just completed my marketing project. HOOORAY!

the remaining 3-4 weeks are for me to MUG MUG MUG MUG! for my ambition to hit my target cap of 3.3 at least!

(because my cap last semester was that bad, even if I do tremedously well this sem, I cant really go very far. that was how bad it was.)

So, In the span of 1 week without wasabii, I’ve decided to FLIRT FLIRT FLIRT FLIRT and FLIRT…

with my books.

saturday Fatty Kimxzsx & Xiu zi meizxs cominzx over to my Humble Hut to study for econs so we can be TOP STUDENT!

I NEED A TABLE FROM IKEA, A BIG TABLE before I can seriously start mugging.

Small table = Small capacity = Small grades. =(

Sign off,

 Hardworking sasimi.

My MSN display name : “I’m an Onion - peel me open layer by layer and you’d be touched to tears.”

a dark silhouette against a bright background says:

a dark silhouette against a bright background says:

I’m an onion. says:

I’m an onion. says:

a dark silhouette against a bright background says:

a dark silhouette against a bright background says:

a dark silhouette against a bright background says:

楊宗緯 gege is like a white princess in shining armour insearch of his prince. Prince = me.

His voice damn man, yet very emotional. His face damn rough but his so gentle and soft when he is singing..

as if he’s calling out for me to open my arms to let him cry inside my bosom. *shysss*

 TRY ONION,

the song ONION..

it goes like..

you always treat me only as a side seasoning,

when im secretly looking at you, hiddening myself.

but if you’re willing to peel me open layer by layer,

you’d be discover, you’d be surprised, you’re the one who’s always in my heart

if you’re willing to peel me open layer by layer,

your nose will start dripping mucus (bad translation), you’d start to tear, and you’d be able to see my whole heart and soul, opening just for you.

        I feel the song is damn sad. It’s abt his love being unrequited. =(

actually I feel that chinese songs are always more meaningful compared to english songs. =DD

sign off,

Full of Love sasimi

how does it feel being at the highest point possible, sationary, in Singapore, overlooking the entire CBD area?

Breathe-taking.

GRASPS!

The view was scenic!

 right in front of me from the cabin, reveals the serenity of singapore, merely a highway could separate the busy, well-lit districts from the calm, quiet waters with untouched remnant forestry sticking out like shrubs from my view.

behind me, stood the glamourous, money-churning city. esplanade, suntec-city, these spectacular infrastructures were beneath my tiny feet!

The feeeling was awesome!

heres some pictures to preserve my memories of THE SINGPORE FLYER!

well, romantic place with not-so-romantic people (my parents + sister).

 my ticket to heaven.

 not so romantic people.

  this is soba jie.

                                         and this is sasimi di.

 Sign off,

Flying Sasimi!

HELLO FANS and FRIENDS,

Thank you for your support for the past few weeks, Thank you for you appreciation of my blog.

words cannot put into how much I wish to express my gratitude. SO, ACTION has it all!

To reward loyal, returning fans, the young enterprising millionair-wannabe is starting to build on her SASIMI-EMPIRE,

THOSE WHO HAS BRAINS,

do register to become tutors with me! send in your particulars,

1.Name

2.Subject & level you can teach

3. areas around singapore you’re comfortable to teach

4. contact number

TO EL.TUITION@GMAIL.COM

**current available tuition assignment, 1. tanjong rhu, $380/month 1 1/2hrs/ 8 lessons (Bio sec3/4)

                                                                     2. Serangoon, $400/month 1 1/2hrs 8 lessons (A level mathematics)

THOSE WITH BRAWNS,

FLYER DISTRIBUTOR NEEDED!

$7-$10/hour!

$60-$100/thousand pieces distributed.

also, Email to EL.TUITION@GMAIL.COM

HAVE A CAREER WITH US! TODAY

good renumeration package, goodlooking boss and career advancments!

SIGN OFF,

BIG BOSS SASIMI

Today we had a great time at long john’s silver.

Havent had so much to laugh, so much to fool around for so long.

Time stood still for that few hours.

 It was so nostalgic.

Singing and dancing in LJS, boldly and unreservedly. so rach named it st john’s power station. hahahahaha. cracked me up!

In a world where so much is right yet more is wrong, I hope people remain who they are. Unrealistic dream.

Happiness is not a lie when I’m with you guys.

happy,

The sasimi who loves wasabii alot alot alot alot alot….and counting..

This is when Happiness becomes a Noun.

I hope You will consider NOT going overseas to further your studies, because I cannot imagine how I can live without You for the Coming 4 Years when You’re already a part of me.

When You ask me if I left anything behind before leaving Your house,

I’d say, “I left You. Can I please take You along with me?”